Deprogramming oneself to obtain awareness of carnival distractions

Obtain awareness in your quest to deprogram, so you may better navigate dualistic distractions.

Embrace your choice and question where you might feel 'entitled'.

 
 
 
 
You and your acquaintance are having one heck of a good time at the fair. It seems that every game she plays, she wins! Since you both bought a 33,333 day pass, the winnings really add up… until your friend is damn sure her power of attraction, good luck, and personal awesomeness is swollen to allegorical heights.
In this image, the character ‘X’Tzu’ from ‘11:11 El Luchador Gauntlet’ is enjoying a cocktail just outside the Alchemy Lounge.

In this image, the character ‘X’Tzu’ from ‘11:11 El Luchador Gauntlet’ is enjoying a cocktail just outside the Alchemy Lounge.

‘33,333’ days equates to around 91 years. That’s a little longer than most stay in their ‘carnival’ visits.FAIRGROUNDSA term used to metaphorically refer to an experience that may be considered illusory or illusory-like. Same as ‘carnival’,

‘33,333’ days equates to around 91 years. That’s a little longer than most stay in their ‘carnival’ visits.

FAIRGROUNDS

A term used to metaphorically refer to an experience that may be considered illusory or illusory-like. Same as ‘carnival’,

 
 
‘LAW’ OF ATTRACTIONThe concept of attracting the objects of desire through intention and attention, whereby the focus and repetition of various thoughts and emotions manifest new experiences/realities. This definition does not make a judgment as wro…

‘LAW’ OF ATTRACTION

The concept of attracting the objects of desire through intention and attention, whereby the focus and repetition of various thoughts and emotions manifest new experiences/realities. This definition does not make a judgment as wrong or right, but seeks to clarify that this ‘law’ it is a temporal tool, rather than a spiritual one. Note that this ‘law’ is effected by competing wills, as well as time based illusory-like notions of cause and effect.

Set your intention for carnival creations.
 
On the 22,300 day, you see her betting at all the game booths, knowing her privilege is to win.
“How could it be any other way?” she exclaims!
Yet as the sun arcs, her hand luck lowers, and soon she find herself pissed that the carnival isn’t treating her the way she deserves. She’s entitled… a winner. She set her willful intention, but somehow attention, intention, and attraction aren’t her friends anymore.
 
 
 
‘How?’ you ask yourself.
The world is your carnival.
 
 
CARNIVAL MASTERA singular Will and a universal Will that engages in higher rebellion. He uses techniques that reinforce his and others delusions, including kabbalistic creation, illuministic magic, thought control, language manipulation, the support…

CARNIVAL MASTER

A singular Will and a universal Will that engages in higher rebellion. He uses techniques that reinforce his and others delusions, including kabbalistic creation, illuministic magic, thought control, language manipulation, the support of illusion, misperception, and the encouragement of self-blinding behaviors. See ‘Chumba’ and ‘Fair Authorities’.

Well, there are others who feel the same about themselves as she does. And they’ve been around and attached to this carnival for a whole lot longer.
 
 
You see, the owners of the carnival setup their games, and are now announcing over the loud speaker that you have no character if you stop playing, violate the terms of their game, ‘cheat’ on the coin toss, or have the audacity to look for the front gate.
 
Comfortable in duality.
 
 
The pupil that is the ‘student’ will chose to accept information from other Wills with little examination. Then, it conveniently forgets it happened.

The pupil that is the ‘student’ will chose to accept information from other Wills with little examination. Then, it conveniently forgets it happened.

 
You wonder, ‘did my friend swallow their carnie trickery to protect her ego?’
 
 
As she rants about the ‘unfortunate’ turn of events, you clearly see the aim is to keep you from knowing you’ve been playing their game; it’s rigged, and you have to play to be accepted by other fairgoers.
CARNIVAL RIDES AND GAMESAny activity, behavior, or thing that competes for the attention of the observer. May refer to activities, things, habits, distractions, language with built in deception, and the commonly defined 5 senses that can act as barr…

CARNIVAL RIDES AND GAMES

Any activity, behavior, or thing that competes for the attention of the observer. May refer to activities, things, habits, distractions, language with built in deception, and the commonly defined 5 senses that can act as barriers to understanding and embracing the essential nature.

 
 
XTzu holds up a milk carton. Is your higher-self pictured on it?

XTzu holds up a milk carton. Is your higher-self pictured on it?

They deny there’s a carnival at all, all the while making faster, more exciting rides in hope you’ll forget you’re on the fairgrounds.
 
 
Still, your friend wants the other patrons to see herself carrying around lots of stuffed animal prizes. She even borrows them from others.
PATRONSThose who are inside of a illusory-like spell, yet do not see, or want to see themselves as so.

PATRONS

Those who are inside of a illusory-like spell, yet do not see, or want to see themselves as so.

 
 
THOUGHT PROCESSThe physical and energetic temporal brain (that related to the creations of the mind, thought, and the thought process). Temporal constructions are never considered ‘spiritual’.

THOUGHT PROCESS

The physical and energetic temporal brain (that related to the creations of the mind, thought, and the thought process). Temporal constructions are never considered ‘spiritual’.

XTzu in a moment of no-mind.

XTzu in a moment of no-mind.

Yet, you never asked for admission to this ‘particular’ carnival!
Or did you?
When you start seeing the lack of concession stands outside the fairgrounds, the loud speaker announces,
“You’re the one who chose to come here”, as if you’re too dense to understand that all the beauty and ugliness you see, hear and feel occurs nowhere but in your subjective, conjured fairgoer interpreter of a mind.
 
 
Down at the in-fair rodeo, there’s a visceral full-body knowing that something isn’t right. Your friend is in full blown denial, and ignores everything you point out. Others who see themselves as ‘winners’ smirk as you walk by. They’re buddies of the ticket bankers who create counterfeit systems to swindle value by providing unlimited amounts of tickets at the booth – to their friends.
CARNIVAL TOKENSA metaphor for ‘money’ that is created without any corresponding value attached (fiat money). This counterfeit ‘money’ is incorrectly believed [by what Xavier calls the ‘patrons’ (see patrons), and what Chumba calls the ‘audience’ (se…

CARNIVAL TOKENS

A metaphor for ‘money’ that is created without any corresponding value attached (fiat money). This counterfeit ‘money’ is incorrectly believed [by what Xavier calls the ‘patrons’ (see patrons), and what Chumba calls the ‘audience’ (see audience)] to be valid units of account, transactional currency, and a storage of wealth. Carnival tokens steal the labor (energy/time) of those who use them through devaluation as more tokens are conjured by whim, in full faith of the issuing carnival token treasury.

Gambling with your soul
 
 
Expect chicanery all along the rails of the rollercoaster!

Expect chicanery all along the rails of the rollercoaster!

And over at the carnival office trailers, there are entitled operational carnies that keep the corndog stand somewhat stocked and the cotton candy machine occasionally running. Your friend can’t believe ‘how entitled ‘they’ are’!
 
 
 
To keep the patrons smiley faced, the ‘Seeing ‘i’ Carnival Consortium’ has booths with crosses, star & moons, pentagrams, hexagrams, and Seal of Sol & Moon on top. This increases sacraments of multi-layered, ritualistic carnie fun. Still, all your friend does is a genuflection.
Seeing eyes are windows of the ‘soul’, ‘sol’, ‘sun’, and the ‘i’. Life and light are not what they appear… when you see, you'll likely have the boldest, joyful belly laugh you've had in a long time.

Seeing eyes are windows of the ‘soul’, ‘sol’, ‘sun’, and the ‘i’. Life and light are not what they appear… when you see, you'll likely have the boldest, joyful belly laugh you've had in a long time.

The seeing ‘eye’ and the capital letter ‘I’ sound the same because the word sounds were meant to mean the same to your subconscious. The creation of the self-distinctive, ego-filled temporary ‘i’ is represented by the lower case letter ‘i’. The word…

The seeing ‘eye’ and the capital letter ‘I’ sound the same because the word sounds were meant to mean the same to your subconscious. The creation of the self-distinctive, ego-filled temporary ‘i’ is represented by the lower case letter ‘i’. The word that denotes the physical seeing ‘eye’ suggests ‘ego’.

 
 
not as it seems
Rube Goldberg merry go round of soul
XTzu is sitting comfortably between the twin electrical bolts of duality.

XTzu is sitting comfortably between the twin electrical bolts of duality.

Feeling into the sensation that things aren’t as they seem, you seek science for answers, dragging your friend behind you.

But behind the Rube Goldberg Merry-go-round you encounter the dogmatism of science that forgot it can only ‘disprove’.

Behind it is the Gravitron Ride, where science worship’s got a bigger religious following than all the churches combined. The carnies and patrons mulling about believe their method isn’t in love with the same ‘complexity’ all the other duality rides experienced their technical failure.
 
 
 
 
Your friend, sick of your incessant curiosity just rolls her eyes.

No-thing lasts forever.

Unwilling to face the resistance she felt to incorporating new ways of understanding, with a toss of her hair she disappears into the shadows.
THINGAny experience, personality, concept, object, distinction, time, category or section of matter or energy, symbol (including letters and numbers), whether simple or complex that ‘exist’ solely as a symptom of the thought process.

THING

Any experience, personality, concept, object, distinction, time, category or section of matter or energy, symbol (including letters and numbers), whether simple or complex that ‘exist’ solely as a symptom of the thought process.

Upon the manifestation of any-thing, illusory-like time is created.TIMEA symptom of thought, engendered from higher Wills, and co-created by the unquestioned premise of complicit observers.

Upon the manifestation of any-thing, illusory-like time is created.

TIME

A symptom of thought, engendered from higher Wills, and co-created by the unquestioned premise of complicit observers.

 
 
PLAYGROUNDIA (IN AND OUT PASS)The term used to describe the optimal experience of duality. This Playgroundia is the ‘place’ and ‘vantage’ of having a mastery over the relative dualistic world, and walking in the peace of the ‘Absolute’

PLAYGROUNDIA (IN AND OUT PASS)

The term used to describe the optimal experience of duality. This Playgroundia is the ‘place’ and ‘vantage’ of having a mastery over the relative dualistic world, and walking in the peace of the ‘Absolute’

It’s all alright though, carnival bungling doesn’t have to be a one way trip to the outhouse... as it’s also the emancipation of your in-and-out carnival pass.
 
 
Actualized, you know if there’s any battle, it’s for your thought, emotion, and attention. Once you’re aware, the silent space is no longer interrupted by its creations.
emancipated
 
 
I chose my thoughts
I chose my attention
 
 
Standing with one foot in and out of the carnival, seductive calliope songs are unable to get you to perceive them as ‘your ideas’.

Symbols and language are tools you use, not tools used on you.
 
 
 
You’re aware of the thoughts you’re thinking that are not your own.
In the present, thoughts are the ‘moving buckets’ of a ferris wheel… ones you can chose to stare at or not.

In the present, thoughts are the ‘moving buckets’ of a ferris wheel… ones you can chose to stare at or not.

 
 
ZONKEYA donkey that is painted like a zebra. Zonkey’s can be found earning money for their owners in Tijuana, Mexico around Revoluccion Street.

ZONKEY

A donkey that is painted like a zebra. Zonkey’s can be found earning money for their owners in Tijuana, Mexico around Revoluccion Street.

Regardless of your friends false-self desire to put lipstick on a Zonkey, every ride, thought, experience, and everything is an aspect of carnival programming.
 
 
...and now you consistently ask yourself,

‘Who’s doing the programming…

me?’
Cheers to you!

Cheers to you!

 
Heck yeah!
 
 
I trust my higher-self.

I trust my higher-self.

I commit to my higher-self.

I commit to my higher-self.

I surrender to my higher-self.

I surrender to my higher-self.

 
I take a nap when I want.

I take a nap when I want.

 
I wither ‘time’ by removing attention.

I wither ‘time’ by removing attention.

I increase the game of time by placing attention upon it.

I increase the game of time by placing attention upon it.

 

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